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2009-12-10T23:50:00.000+08:00

MOVED over to another blog for now
http://12daysofnightmare.wordpress.com/

2009-11-28T13:02:00.002+08:00

Okay i have to put this somewhere if not ill just feel so ANGERED

FUCKING ASSHOLES !
Everything also want now now now now !

KNNB CCB !!!

HELLO I HAVE TO STUDY FOR MY COmMON TEST YOU KNOW FUCKER !

GOT SO MANY THINGS TO SCOLD

firstly my father
WTF is wrong with him , one small thing like he wants my bicycle back from my friend house.
HE HAVE TO PESTER ME LIKE FUCK ! while im studying while i have to rush everything here and there... LITTLE BIT THING LIKEDAT WANT SCoLD ScoLD SCOLD SCOLD ! FucK LA little bit shit want to make untill so big. All his brain have is I WANT THE BIKE I WANT tHe biKE , Never even care about what the person going through , fucking square brainner.
i think anyone on the street also more understanding than him,

My studies
My mum choose for me this course, i cant do well cos i dun have the affinity for such rubbish, den she scold me for FAILING IN WHAT SHe ChOOSE ? ...
Yes den later my dad during common test period ask me TAKE BIKE MORE IMPT LIKEDAT
den when i fail again THEY SCOLD ME AGAIN, FUCK !
Seriously i dun even want to go what FMB course in the first place, i want study Arts DUN LET ME . EH HELLO ? THIS IS MY LIFE LEH , im not going to do what you want den later when i screw up UR NOT THERE TO HELP ME ONLY " ARGH U FAIL AR YOU FAIL TELL YOU STUY HARD NV STUDY "

And den you know how it feels like when you can feel someone's pain and you try to help that person to cheer up, and at least made them feel they are cared and not ignored. AND when your feeling sad and you go to them THEY DUN GIVE A SHIT. ESP THAT PERSON IS SOMEONE YOU ACTUALLY HAVE FAITH IN. Just when the whole world is falling the ppl who can actually help me all just leave me to die .

NOW STUDY do QUIZ , DO DESIGN , do this do that !
I FEEL LIKE KILLING MYSELF !
But ill go to hell if i do that.
BUT THIS IS WORST DEN HELL ! IS LIKE BEING PRESSURIZED SO MUCH, NO ONE CARES, NO ONE GIVES A SHIT, AND I CANT GET OUT OF IT NOT EVEN BY DYING .

I JUST HOPE I'll just get some mental damage from all this and become a retard after that so i dunn have to care about anything at all.

I dun even have a choice, Yes this is my life. This is suppose to be my time where im suppose to enjoy.
Next time down the road people will be " hey when i was 18, i did this did that HOW FUN IT WAS "
and all i can say is " when i was 18 ... i cant remember anything other den ALL THE FUCKED UP SHITS "

Anyways i doubt anyone will be reading this since my blog closed long ago.
thanks to the guys who try to help me i really appreciate it.

If i ever die or die mentally , i want you guys to know that i still will remember you guys.

2009-06-26T11:03:00.002+08:00

Hmm here with the saddening news about michael jackson passing away

Well i think he had leaded the most took for granted life ever
he made music the music he is today, changed it to a whole new level... this is something most people cant do now... and yet before he died he was known as a person who molested childrens, horrible plastic surgery...

well seriously ... if u are still talking about him molesting child or being black inside white outside ...
i hope u fucking burn in hell asshole... u know who u are

most of his songs have the best and addicting basslines on eath ...

most of present pop stars ARE DEFIneTELY NO MATCH for this guy... no matter whan language he or she produces ...

i wont expect Jay chou or some fucked up brothers trio to take over him cos they're all gay-ed up

i just feel he should have lived a better life ... From a talented child to a pop star hero and fell to hit the ground hard to his death...

RIP michael jackson...

2009-05-31T00:42:00.002+08:00

OK i decided to update my blog
NOT ABOUT STUFF THAT I SPEND FOR SINCE THE PREVIOUS POST cos its too much for a lazy guy like me

Hmmm i always wanted to create a kent's dictionary lol ... so im gonna do a "demo ver."
HAHA ok ...

acoustic bass - the most redundant $1k u will spend in ur life
twilight - u cant love what u eat ... its a sin ... its like kissing ur chicken wing...
facebook quizes - its for the funny people to create joy ... and gives arrogant ppl a chance to praise themselves
restaurant city - AFK GAME
RAZOR mouse - WTF U NEED EXTRA BUTTONS AT THE SIDE
buddist prayers offerings - one man's offerings is a beggar's food
deodorant - if u find perfumes expensive 5 - comes after 4
Discovery channel - They tell u its educational ... Yeap ! ... it teaches u rubbish ... hahaha
national geographic - the rivalry channel to discovery ... but failed miserably
American idol - the 1st always dosnt do that well as the rest
Modified cars - those noisy "sun" of a bitch that u wanna punch when they drives past in the middle of the night
my youngest brother and grandmother - they make a good orchestra when they sleep in the same room ...
exersing and healthy diets - sorry i enjoy life

Left 4dead stuff
L4D tank - probably the only thing that i will instantly run at sight
monotov - gives ur team mate a little more kick
health pack - steal all u can ...
pills - steal all u can
witch - Shes like the GM in charge of killing ppl with friendly fire > zombie kills
Francis - indestructable
bill - noisy idiot
zoey - always the one crying for help
loius - health pack and pills thief

ok done ... thats all ...

2009-04-11T01:49:00.002+08:00

WOOO shiok lying on comfortoble bed ...

Saw discovery channel ...some remoted village of India ... theres this festival in which a cow will be released into a arena and people will clinch on to the mad bull for a certain period of time and they get prizes haha...
and theres 2 joke ...
First ... the cheif of the village sponsered the prizes while the bull rearer gets paid ...
second ... the bull rearer before the event said to the camera man
" I hope my bull kills or seriously injures 2 or more people ... this will bring honour to my household"

after that setence i was like " WTF ?!?!?!?! "
and the next scene was the bull smashing and brutalizing the people in the event ... is like the way L4D tank smashes up the survivors ... and the bull's horn are sharpened by the reaarer .. haha

ok enuf of discovery channel lol ... today went down to Blindfold hero's EP release ... haha Great band seriously ... bought the EP ... they're the kind of band that i wanna see live ... but has yet to have the chance to do so ... and i met some people who apperently walked the path im walking now ... like Desmond ( the D in F.A.D studios ) and ya on the first conversation noticed we shared a smilar thinking haha... anyways ... Saw against all tyrants performance ... they're as usual ... GREAT ... haha Rex noes how to pump the crowd ... haha ... couldnt stay to watch Ivory's as i had to go off ...

Haha... kk an after that went for L4d again .... DAMN i must seriously QUIT L4D for good ... its affecting my progress...

haha anyways lastly ... good luck to Yshan for her oral exams ...
and Mango to get slapped awake to her happy self again ...

And i really feel like just playing for the band ... and stop any other performance outside ...

its really affecting my progress!!!!! .... and at a time likethis... i need to go on AS fast as possible ...

thats all byies ppl ...

2009-04-08T12:30:00.003+08:00

changed blog song again ...
Yesh toxic by Britney spears ...
BRITNEY SPEARS !!!???? ... NO ITS NOT DONE BY HER ITS BY static lullaby !!! ...

neither is it in pop ... its in post hardcore lol and i prefer this ver.

2009-04-07T11:36:00.002+08:00

Bloggin time ... ok changed blog song again .... haha that song when listen long will die ...

LOL this song is the ORIGINAL SONG By wheatus ... before it was comercialized into the jackie chan adventure theme song HAHA ... wierd but true ...

Past few days nth intresting ... just CCA all the way ... and ya thats all ... actually i went back church on sunday haha ... yeah ! that place nv change always filled with smiles ...
Smiles as in u see people being happy blah blah ... and not the OVER-LY FRIENDLY smiles haha ... theres a different ...

anyways yesterday slacked at ch ... watch people jam and jam for 8 hours straight ... omg my ears got torn apart ... anyways today slacking at home and relaxing watching discovery channel haha ...
ok go back to sleep byies ...

2009-03-31T23:40:00.002+08:00

OK today is the official 3rd time i watched Detroit metal city omg ...
i should stop already ... anyways still i want to get the dvd ...
AND THE LEAD SINGER OF KITAMA GIRL is soo nice looking omg .... only if she is my neighbour ...zzz kk

anyways these few days free time was used to burn fingers on bass and facebooking haha...
so bored ... and i needa come out some song already haha ... before the band (Obstine) dies out ...
while they doing covers ill just try come out with something ...
and i cant write love songs ... cant write songs abt happy days ... sweet life .... love sick ... break ups ...
I CANT no matter how much i try ... its like im cursed or something ...

so far i wrote 3 songs ( all was thrown away be me cos wasnt up to standard ) ... Its written by hate , anger , agrresiveness , insanity ....
I NEED MORE HATE TO WRITE LYRICS AND COME OUT WITH SOME SONG ...
i must learn to use the power of hate and anger ....
and err... i think ill write and it goes striaght to gigs if its nice ... haha ...

AND yes it comes a thought of bringing this song and the band to SCC to do as MP ...
BUT ! ... from what i know ... rock songs are the LIMITATIONS of scc tolarance ...
death metal / metalcore Isnt going to far in here ... Besides ...
other den the ppl who thought me music or advices ( fun,greg,shaoxun,winston,xiao qiang ... etc u know who )
the rest once they hear the word METAL
" wa rock music i still can but metal ar tou tong ar ! "

Not that im implying anything but i can understand that its personal prefrences ... as long as they keep their insults on metal to themselves ... i will keep my words decent

NVM thats besides the point ... anyways haha Hopefully scc will gain reputation soon ahaha...
and friday have to perform MHT again .... this time got ponyo fanclub ppl inside HAHA ...

kk dats all byies !

2009-03-27T18:48:00.002+08:00

WOOOO ok long time no blog so here to update this place abit

i think first was scc gala dinner ... well it was GREAT haha... seems like lol ...
See people enjoying it woo ... and yay ! lol ... its over haha... pretty Rushed up plans haha..
hmmm .... and ya yesterday was my b'dae ... this time i still got 2 b'dae cake ... 1 from scc guys (celebtated together with PY's b'dae ) and the other from classmate :D ... un-suprisingly i came home to angry faces again yesterday ...
haha...
Oreo cheeze cake Yay ! ... lol though eating it was messy but was suprised haha... and i found out (s)gary's birthday is the same as mine haha i nv met someone whose b'dae same as me wooLOL ..

My brother bought me 2 shirts one DEMON one and another tree with a heart LOL ... why would he think ill wear demons haha... anyways i will HAHA...
den got a card , lolipop , sweets from sihui... Ang pao from dad ... hahaha...

anyways haha yesterday went to watch DETROIT METAL CITY ... HAHA WOOOO adicted to the songs .... arghhhhhhh damn nice ... SATSUGAI !!! ... no wonder xiao qiang got all wawa over this movie haha... DEATH METAL PRIDE ! ... and the Boss of DMC looks too nice for a villian HAHA ...

anywys got some eating location problems and ended up at pizza hut .. saw (L)gary at cathay haha... ppl there are ...... Alvin sihui zhu an johnson jianzhong stacey yexiang yong zhen siawshi jovi ...
After dat went to eat tau huay ... haha randomness ... Johnson treat haha the big boss of us HAHA ... den went home haha

Thanks everyone who made my birthday a happy day LOL ... and those who wished me at forumn , facebook , Blog ... thank you :D !

2009-03-20T23:26:00.002+08:00

After a appriciated phsychological help from my dad , yu xin , tisha , sihui....
and well they really helped haha ... is like i was almost on my feet ready for next semester ...

DEN SHE (mum) come in again ... " the time u spend on ur computer is more than on books " AT 11.27 PM ???? ...

wow she must open her mouth DISCOURAGE ME den she feels satisfied to sleep ... u noe wat MUM I HOPE UR READING THIS ....

UR DISCOURAGEMENT IS APPRICIATED TOO ... THANKS U JUST LOWERED ME BEYOND A DOG ...

2009-03-20T22:02:00.002+08:00

I just dunno wat to say ...

These few days ill be very sensitive when comes to emotions ...
Yeah so keep ur fucking muth shut if ur planning on lowering my esteem anylower ...

My esteem only goes one way ... and thats down ... it can never go up ... its replying on a thread of encouragement ... bearing the weight of thaousand Discouragement ...

IS not that i never try ... I DID TRY ... is just dat by the time i got proper help its too late ...
Not everyone will give u their true information even if u have given them ur key to passing ...

and YA u say I never tell u i need help for ELS when i really need ...
FOR UR INFORMATION the help ur getting from are from the people who wants to pull my reputation to the lowest to make theirs look high ...

i just dun want talk abt it anymore ...
tml gala dinner already ... next semster may just crush me into pieces ...
YEAR 2 STRESS ... ELS REPEATED ... MAIN COM SCC ...

and im just some 18 year old fighting against hell alone ...

Ya my dad may be the only who shines the light on the correct path ... and my mum just pours fire on the road to make things worst ...

Somehow when i said i wanted to go in to NAFA ... u say NO NO NO ... ya when i go into WAT U WANT ME TO LIVE IN ... and i get shit from everywhere U JUST DISCOURAGE ME FUTHER... CONGRATS ....

im considering to make this blog private ... or some asshole will start spreading and its sooner or later my mum hears abt this ... and THE WHOLE EXTENDED FAMILY will look at me with the " LOOK ITS THE HOPELESS GUY ... I WANT TO SEE HIS FUTURE AS A BEGGAR "

I dont need any help ... ill just let next semester to crush me till i reach my limits and die ...

2009-03-19T22:30:00.002+08:00

WOOO long itme no enter blog HAHA

okays changed song cos someppl find it itrritating if u keep hearing " shake shake shaker shake it !"
hahaha ... new song is the jester by sum41 ... YEAH PUNK ! ...

hahaa anyways will blog more stuff ltr after i bathe ...
and omg i found out chien wen plays keyboard damn nice ... i was like entering lala land just now on the cushion pillows when she started playing ... den when she stopped I WOKE UP(came to senses)! ... amazing ! haha....

going to bathe now ...

2009-03-13T08:21:00.003+08:00

HAHA ...
yesterday ... went back to club house ... den greg was like " eh kent lets go down get the new equipment ! ..
so we went down cary this heavy box of 25 kg up ... den open WOOOO new elec guitar amp haha
THE SOUND IS FREAKING AWESOME I TELL YOU !!!OMG... im so tempted to plug in my bass and play... but it'll damage it haaha so i wun...

anyways stayed to practice hysteria haha .... and due to the fact im a small handed bassist .. so i find the verse easier then the chorus ...

gone home to bathe change ... den went of to find shao xun and the rest haha... and with tze zhao , greg , shao xun's sister and his youngest brother ... and a few of his younger brother friends ...

0oo ya LOL ... found out the beauty of shao xun's sister was overrated by winston and greg LOL !!! ... somehow fun discribed her exactly ... but i dunno how he described her haha ! ... But still haha seems she's quite gentle and nice person... with nice looks haha

anyways was suppose to watch some live shows but got the date wrong LOL ... so headed down to some chicken rice stall for dinner haha ... and it tasted like the jap store we ate on last sunday haha... 0oo ya ! den while eating and they were talking ... his sister ask me " did u put ex tentions during concert ? " den i was thinking " DAMN one of those most asked qn abt me again " ...
but i told her i didnt haha ... OMG i so happy got ppl noticed me in concert leh !!! ... the bassist in the dark thats not so significant ...zzzz

anyways other den that qn another most asked qns is "are you a guitarist" , " you mix blood ? "
..

and the weirdest qn that have been ask is from a girl that i shall not name to cover her shame haha !!! ...
she out of no where while walking broke the silence and ask " Do your wear under wear or boxes " ... i was like omg how am i suppose to answer u LOL ...

kaes anyways ltr going out MAYBE on the way can get my pedal wooo...byies

2009-03-11T18:37:00.003+08:00

ok just came back from racha house ...

went with joel... on the way ended up at ikea to buy hot dog bun haha...

went her hse cover songs for fun haha... and omg !!! ... i first time see a distortion padel ..

its green and square something like a remote control ... den i ask her can this be plugged in for bass ... den she " ya i try before " LOL ... ( signs of boredom at home )

WOO OMGGG !!! after i try I WANT ONEEE OMG !!! ,, i so going to save for one !!! haha ...

wa her hse have drums,guitar,bass ... like whole jamming set haha... anyways practice few times play a few times...inspired to play hysteria already haha...

wooo hysteria next to conqure ... after that redneck by lamb of god ... HAHA ... man my bass action to high very hard play it. . but still im going to do it haha...

Okays sme pic out of boredom and ends haha

Okays thats all for today byies !

2009-03-10T19:17:00.010+08:00

okay here to blog abt the Sunday happenings ! haha

First morning met xiao

qiang at little india mrt station haha... den we went to find the place called ... mahligai ... it's a somehow like a pub deep under the buildiung of some indian shopping centre haha...
Yes WHY THE HELL WE WANT TO GO LITTLE INDIA ...

Its for this !!!! rebellion gig ! its Damn cool gig ...
There are lots of awesome band !!! seriously
If ur intrested ill list them DO check out their my space ...

Midnight roses

Blindfold heroes :

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=397367332

Thambi K seaow (DAMN entertaining band !! HAHA):http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=328539807

Ivory

Armchair Critics ( my personal fav http://www.myspace.com/armchaircritic

ANyways DAMN cool gig cool place ... anyways i finally get to met the REX guy ... he's quite famous in the scremo scene haha ...
ANyways went with Xiao qiang ,fun ,shao xun ,Greg and edmund haha
Met Nasir and Farhan (from the Rainbow band - three shoes one slipper) ...haha anyways This gig is DAMN BLOODY INSPIRATIONAL... and ITS a damn entertaining ... and fun ! haha ....

Fun and xiao qiang left while Nasir and farhan stayed to watch till the end
anyways went for dinner at some weird japaneses place that had to eat in such a squezy place ... in Plaza sing haha... And we went to sembawag cd shop and holy crap its having a 50% discount ... den shao xun was like grabbing the chance to get all the album he awlays wanted haha ! ...

Greg spent half the time finding something ... and edmund was like walking arnd resisting no

t to buy ... and keep doing the " hey maybe i shld get britney spears " HAHA ...

spent abt 45 min at the shop and we got like ....................

YEAP this looks like the receipt from a daiso stall or a sake sushi stall haha ...

we spent total of $152...on Cds hahA
i bought Sum 41 , Avenged sevenfold and bon jovi ..
bon jovi cos its came witht he sum 41 2 for 1 deal ...haha joke ...
anyways my dad listened to it and he wanted it so is his haha..

YEAP thats abt all haha ...

And yes haha yesterday ...

After meeting at CH and after proper things are carried out ... went to prata house to eat ... and shirline ordered a GIANT INDIAN BEEF PIZZA look alike haha... and its HUGE ! its like feeding 2 ppl one haha...

den went to play l4d ... Pris and faarah was like damn lost in the game at start but got the hang ot the game ... and i heard pris Tried to jump onto something and keep missing it haha ! ... den gary and ken .. haha jumping bunnies... whole game jumping one ... den Shirline is always the one to get attacked by the zombies ... but im always the one to die haha ...
gary's friend was comando leading soilders haha... anyways he died cos of a propane tank explosion haha ... ! ... chein wen watched us play ...

okay thats abt it ...

and i find the best post in the bombings in scc forumn is from khairul ( the slipper hero )
haha ! he said something dat all of us forgoten ... and that its over and we shld look to the future ... haha HERO ! ...

2009-03-10T14:22:00.002+08:00

ok here to clear some misunderstanding on my previous blog

i found out the ex Scc guy who got some giant poster in the club house ...
derick hoh or something likedat haha ...
anyways i have no hate against him ... but against his comerciali-zation of his music ...

2009-03-10T00:20:00.003+08:00

I actually wanted to post something abt the yesterday happenings .... like the REBELLION GIG and such...

but i find that i want to write my views abt the recent nuclear bomb that had been dropped on scc's motivation ...

FIRSTLY I JUST HATE HATE HATE when u say "objective -groom people to make music for the commercial market"

Let me tell you la ! ... i NEVER RESPECT PEOPLE WHO END UP IN CHINESE POP INDUSTRY COS OF THIS FACTOR ! ... THEY ARE COMMERCIALIZED ... example i heard before is LJJ .... what ever SHIT you hear abt him is comercialized ... its NOTHING ABOut HIM AND HIS FEELINGS .. he's like a empty vessel just there to sing cos the PRODUCERS you WANT TO BE SIGNED ON BY never gives him a chance to ! ...

YOU NOE WAT... i respect those musicians who PLAY UNDER GROUND OF LITTLE INDIA ARAB STREET ...
THE LOCAL music scene of singapore herself and not some ass who wants to go big in someother country ! ... They play with PASSION ... they are the kind that when it comes to music making ... YOU'RE SO CALLED PRODUCERS will approach them with their PLANNED COMERCIALIZED SHIT ! and they'll Give u a fucking middle finger ... "

Thats the reason why i nv respect the guy on the poster of scc ... sO WAT HE GOT FAMOUS ? ... u noe who i respect .... i respect people like sean ,shannon YEs they may not be as famous but they're the ppl who have the balls to keep to their music style ... NOT A SELL OUT ...

AND RESPECT TO ALUMNIs ???? FUCK THAT LA ! ...

WHY i respect BEN MANDY TIFFANY all these alumnis AND NOT you ... COS they bother to come back TO TEACH TO Give people a chance to play ... CONTRIBUTES TO SCC or at least communicate and bond ... AND NOT JUST COME BACK EVERY YEAR TO GET ONE SMALL Group of alumnis and write ur own song and come in perform LIVING IN A WORLD AWAY from the current batch .... for you're information ... you alone ... is not the voice of ALumniS ... I BET people like ben , edmund , mandy and such NEVER got a word into that fucked up piece of shit ! ... Respect is gained...

Emcees ??? ya last year was good I DUN gIVe A shit ... these year the emcee stayed back and INSITED ON MEAL WITH US ... He already bonded with us till these point can YOU FIND A EMCEE LIKE THIS ??? ...

And like as if u treated this concert seriously ... come in IN HOME DRESSIN during full dress MIA WHLE TIME LAST MINUTE WANT THIS THAT ... I TELL YOU LA i can feel the intensement n ur song in the control room ! ...

AND BEST INSTRUMENTALIST ... FUCK YOU WHAT DO YOU NOE OTHER DEN SINGING OR MAYBE KEYBOARD i ask u la ???

best president ar ??? WTH ... you can never find a ex president that wants scc to fall appart ... and will give in their best ... wat balls u have to say BEST ... Let me tell you ... in my eyes ... I CAN EASILY SAY U WILL DIE IN LOCAL MUSIC SCENE COS UR A FUCKING SELL OUT ! ... u'll end like all ching chong sellout pop stars in singapore ... FAME AND FALL !

Ya im a year one ... but im not unfamiliar to music scenes ass hole !

2009-03-09T00:49:00.002+08:00

OK first things first ...

scc concert in my eyes WAS RESONABLY GOOD ... screw what others have to say ... anyway nth good ever come out from her mouth

and yes theres something 3 things i learn from this concert

1) POLISHING STRINGS but dont over polish them
- yes im sure uve constantly hearing ben and shao xun after playing my bass says it is SKIN BURNGING ... and ben's soulution " KENT GO POLISH YOUR STRINGS "
so recently i started using polish and WOOO THE WONDERS IT DOES ... PAINLESS SLIDE !!! haha

so before concert i SPAM SPAM SPAM all over the string

and den during mian hua tang ... while i was holding on to the B note ... it had so much lubrication that it sliped off my fingers and became a A sound ...
same for The song around me

2)LIGHTING controlling is ENJOYABLE ... until the real thing hapens
- yes during reherals can spam light and open close curtain with ease
-during actual thing it applies so much stress that you really just feel like squating down and hide

3)PLAY by feeling and enjoy the music ... dont keep STRESSINg your self to do this do that
-mian hua tang was stressful as many times got comments flying here and there ( NOT WITHIN THE PERFORMERS OF THIS SONG ) ... and i have to stress myself to take care of all the comments about the bass playing ...
-but around me ben , mand really gave me all the space to DO ANYTHinG I WANT as long as the chords are fllowed ... and i play the music cos i enjoy it ... cos i can feel like im one with the music ( untill the strings start slipping off )

and yes RAINBOW is still the best song in the concert haha ! ... SUPER CATCHY SONG OMG ...

and i stll can rember the drummer's best quote " THROW UR FUCKING STICKS ! " lol !!!

0oo ya and i also found out tiffany is a damn good make up artist ... cos i constantly seeing the before and after of her skills haha ...

xiao qiang is a damn good hair stylist also haha ... and really can impromptu !

PLAYING WITH A TIGGER on ur shoulder is kinda irritating ...

AND I MISS THE CONTROL ROOM .. its like my second home ...

shall blg abt todays stuff tomorow lol

2009-03-06T23:49:00.002+08:00

Well today ive seen enough grenade being thrown all over the place haha...
And what can i say ( and xiao qiang also agrees)
Lucky we're bunch of punk and metal ppl ... so we just dont care haha

And i see why ppl hate "you" so much already ... I've heard ... and nw ive seen ...

anyways haha seriously i noe my blog has very little visits ... but those wh vist are those i never expect will haha !!!
so do tag when you visit this rubbish blog
so at least i noe how far have this gone lol

2009-03-06T00:07:00.002+08:00

And if i ever die on 6th march ...
it proves tarrot cards are quite accurate

as all of my daily tarrot card applications, readings all shows the same card :
death

so ya its experimental

2009-03-05T23:49:00.002+08:00

Its at this moment where my world is falling into pieces... where those people i placed my trust and friendship on start avoiding me ... and leave nothing but a pretentious one word reply ...

funny how those who show pretentious concern all reply the same ...

and its at this time where the real angels start shinning their light to guide me back onto my feet
and tonight i am spared from the hands of sucidal by the saviour of one of them ...

though she is having her exams soon . . . but she still bothered to talk to me ....

for the first time ...
I've understand the true value of frienship ...

my gratitute to :

ys
fun
winston
gary
shao xun
xiao qiang
and the few remaining angels of my life

and the pretentious few that at least make me feel entertained...

2009-03-04T11:24:00.002+08:00

HOLY SHIT IM GOING to save for this bass !!! ARGHHHH... ITS like a PURE dream come true omg ! ...
Its the virgo-blood-bass-LG
OMG ! .... ahhhhhhhhhhh!!! save money save money

2009-03-04T10:05:00.003+08:00

staying home going out ltr ...
and practicing stuff before i go out ...
going out to take stuff
go home

sleep

when can i start enjoying holidays

Officially of the damn crap ... cos i given up ... not going back till friday

2009-03-02T12:40:00.002+08:00

OK after much thinking ... ive come to the conclusion i wun trust anyone anymore ...
Im just going to keep stuff to myself cos i wun noe what turns the statement will experience ...

Ive not change ... the thing that changed is the way you see me ... ur see me as an anoying asshole ... someone whose irresponsible and noes only the easy way out ...
YES im irresponsible ... im also a bastard ...
YES im anoying ... cos i wanted to help you when ur sad ...

U noe this was due to many things that happened

MY mum called me irresponsible just because i have to be at the cca concert rehearsal and cant teach my brother ...
And she will alwaways be against something that makes me at ease ...
Anyways i also dunno why am i fighting just for me to DO THE PROPER THING AND NOT BE A BASTARD ...

And i feel that sometimes you(not my mum or the person reading this unless its really spcified as you in my brain ) find me anoying ... ya cos i talk alot ... cos i want to help u get back to normal when ur sad ... BUT WHY BOTHER ... in the end i look like the guy who you venge ur anger on ... try talking to someone who just gives u one word replies ...
imagine SAYING a whole lot of something to make someone feel better but in the end you get a
"0oh " ... Im HERE cos i am ur friend not cos i have a crush on u ! ... so i have my limits ... and its not cos ur sad to the extend of replying one word ... it goes on for normal times ...

Sometimes i just want to lie down and just fade to dust ...
You will never understand ... EASily u can SAY IM IRRESPONSIBLE FOR NOT TURNING UP FOR PRACTICE .. NOT TEACHING my brother ... have u ever considered WHY im doing all these ? NO ... Try living in a world where either step u take some one will always be hating you ...

IM SICK OF EVERYTHING ... I JUST DUN WANT TO DO ANYTHinG ANYMORE ... I CANT control u from hating me ... neither will i try ...

Ya read this and label me EMO , PROBLEMATIC , EXCuese ...
I JUST DONT CARE ANYMORE...

LET ME AT LEAST REST PLEASE !... its like fighting a war of exams AND once im done with it ... EVERYTHING STARTS FALLING ...

and i doubt people will even bother ...
IM NOT LIKE YOU ALL ! ... it rains I dont have someone to turn to for an umbrella ...
ill just be all alone in the rain ... and reaching home to a door step with someone " WHY U HAVE TO COME HOME SO LATE I WANT TO SLEEP YET HAVE TO OPEN DOOR FOR YOU... ITS BETTER YOU DONT BATHE SO I WONT HAVE TO WAKE UP TO NOSIY SHOWERS "

YES im not like u all ! ... every time some thing happens ... It will scar me and its there for the rest of my life ... cos LOVE CANT HEAL me ...
IVE given up love for something better ...

Im on the bleeding ... as people watch me die !
GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME ! I DONT NEED UR PRETEND COCERN

i just want to die ...

2009-03-02T01:16:00.002+08:00

And if theres something ive learn these days its going to be
1) When ur the only one waiting for replies ... u can just forget abt the plan and not waste time
2)i dun have a reason to perform in the concert ... cos after this concert wat ive learn will be forgotten and its not relavent to be kept in mind ... and wun be used anymore
3)The true value of audience ... Comparing who ever goes to the concert vs. gig audience ... When either cheer ... ill feel that the gig concert's audince will have a much better value then the concert
4)NEVER trust anyone, even if u dun change ur frienship for them , they will sooner or later
5)The amount of trust placed in me in doing my role

....
wass suppose to watch movie ... but had no reply till 1 ive given up on that plan so went on with other stuff

tml going peni to et stuff ... and to envy the "horned" bass guitar ... arghhh how i wished i owned one of those...

U noe when they say the more u fall the stronger u get ... well the deeper u fall ... its more a comfirm death ...

im writing lyrics .. but its never going to be with a melody...
cos im not in the right place for it ...
long live rebelion...

2009-03-02T00:31:00.002+08:00

Just came back from the FIRST band meeting ...
Dominic from HEIDON showed up ... thy guitarist ... haha ... and when we see him on stage and when he showed up ... Is like a totally different person ...

the Black metal screamer ... turned out to be a fun guy who have a similar slacker personality as me haha...
Just hope this band lasts ... and xiao qiang already put in alot of efort to form it ... so hopegully it works out fine .. i have my high hopes on this ...

2009-02-27T17:15:00.002+08:00

Through out ny this whole sem i learn and LOVE plw ... but some how the text book didnt teach me anything abt the contract by blood under fear ....

2009-02-27T09:42:00.002+08:00

WOO freedom from the studies ...
but another whole lot of stress comming in haha ...

SCC concert. and stuff ... BAND stuffs ...

and i HAVE alot of song to do ! ...

Around me ( need to revise the playing style cos im not very satisfied with myself an bornig bass lines)
MHT ( new chords ... chords change ... pull hairs and screams )
Hand of blood ( .... this is one feakin hard song ON MY BASS since the strings are risen so high above the fretboard)
Waking the demon ( same here )
Hysteria ( ... if i can play this ill be happy )
Tears dont fall ( some thing ill enjoy )
Ai ni de ... dunno wat ( Have to teach faarah ... since im having too much stuff to handle this shall be hers)

HMM well its either a Band stuff or a cca stuff ...
hopefully i can survive this ... and be a better bassist one day

and hope panda baba reach china safely and come back in one piece

2009-02-25T22:36:00.003+08:00

i lost my understanding to the word love long ago ...
it will never come back
without it i can do anything without setback
without it ... im souless
without it i have nothing to live for

without it ... im just no different from a demon...
and i dont want to be one ...

2009-02-21T02:19:00.001+08:00

Study study study...
i hope this pays off soon...

anyways haha i found out im still not looking into ppl's eyes when i tok to them ...

and the reason its cos i give in the innocence in human eyes too often ... or im shy HAHA
i think ill stick with the first point ...

2009-02-17T17:06:00.002+08:00

KENT TAN JIN

2009-02-17T17:04:00.000+08:00

HELLO! SIHUI IS HERE TO BLOG!

kent aka strawberry is currently studying BTC at ourspace.
with me and alvin~
=D
he study so long still at first page.
ahahah!

bye bye =)

-huix-

2009-02-16T20:08:00.002+08:00

Theres something special abt this comming exams
somehow im not studying cos i have to pass or cos its good for me
im studying to : 1) Not let someone down
2) Not lose face and let him have the last laugh
3) Prove her wrong

each point is a different Module and the reason for studying and its pretty obvious which its which...

2009-02-15T23:30:00.002+08:00

yes my new overly repeated song of now ...
sum 41 - no reason ... somehow just ease my mind of the shit load of things thats going to destroy my hopes ...

All of us believe
That this is not up to you
The fact of the matter is
That it's up to me

Hey, Hey, Hey
Hey, Hey, Hey
Let's Go

How can we fake this anymore
To turn our backs away, and chose to just ignore(Some say)
Some say it's ignorance
It makes 'em feel some innocent
It takes away a part of me
That I won't let go of

Tell me why can't you see, it's not the way
When we all fall down, it will be too late
Why is there no reason we can't change
When we all fall down, who will take the blame
Will it take

Nothing could ever be this real
A life unsatisfied, that I could never feel(Some Say)
This future's not so bright
Some can't make the sacrifice
It's much more than just black and white
And I won't follow

Tell me why can't you see, it's not the way
When we all fall down, it will be too late
Why is there no reason we can't change
When we all fall down, who will take the blame
Will it take

Times like these I've come to see how,
Everything but time is running out

Hey, Hey, Hey
Hey, Hey, Hey

WhatAll of us beleive
In what we need
What we have's what we don't see

Tell me why can't you see, it's not the way
When we all fall down, it will be too late
Why is there no reason we can't change
When we all fall down, who will take the blame
Will it take

Tell me why can't you see, it's not the way
(so how long, has this gone, i don't see this ending)
When we all fall down, it will be too late
(it's too late, we can't change, what has now begun)
Why is there no reason we can't change
(we have time, it's not right, why are we pretending)
When we all fall down, who will take the blame
(we've been wrong, for so long)
Will it take
(WE KNEW THIS ALL ALONG)

2009-02-15T23:13:00.003+08:00

I realised aver since i stepped into poly ...
ive been in the middle of everything ...
From Duty and friendship
Friendship to CCA
and even on which side of the world shld i be at ...

Im the kind who dont make decision and im standing in the middle of nowhere ...
And when the world turns inside out ... they start forming their barriers and im all alone to face the world ...

Everyone just looks at me with distrust ... Questioning my truthfullness...
I dont see the need to pretend to be on either side cos there there really is no reason for it
And when i need them ... all i can hear and the hollow echos of my own cries of help ...

Im just someone who one day will just die out on the street ... with no one acknowledging my identity

2009-02-07T18:29:00.001+08:00

HAHA POTC just rocks lol ...

i nv get bored "Me, I'm dishonest, and you can always trust a dishonest man to be dishonest. Honestly, it's the honest ones you have to watch out for..." line lol

2009-02-06T20:46:00.003+08:00

OK i think i must add in more info haha ...
some how the group of ppl i intend to refer to is abit misleading...

That does not include friends with chinese song love like :
1D02,01 ppl that i talk to...
Scc friends that just have the love for music ... E.X :FUN,Zhiwei,maxwell,winston.dixon,gary,ken,and more

and the rest of u is i either think u dun listen to chinese song alot.. or ur in the AND MORE catogory.. or ur not those who discourage my dreams ... OR ur really under the SCEW UR SELF catogory...

2009-02-04T22:11:00.002+08:00

And i left out some thing
this goes out to all the athelethic assholes who just look down on people who carry guitar where ever they go ...

YES WHY DONT U GROW SOME MORE MUSSCLES yup...
AND WHEN THE GUY POINTS A GUN IN UR HEAD AND SHOOTS HOPEFULLY U CAN DO SOMETHING ABT IT ...
WAIT ! .... U STILL DIE ! ...

exercise ? sports ?
ill just enjoy life and die happy ...

2009-02-04T21:37:00.002+08:00

yes i noe ive recently been pshcologically unstable ...
BUT FUCK THAT ! ... im back with energy enough to swallow a whale
i hope its not from panadol over dosage ... have been eating alot of those shit for long time haha..

Anyways its like drawing closer and closer to exams...... AND .... i dont care ...
i dunno why ... i feel like ive already given up in this crap ...
im just gonna study wat i can and fate will guide me through the rest...

After exam its going to be music music music music music music .... and bass bass bass bass bass ... and forming band forming band forming band ... and finding a appropriate singer ...
and err....
SOMEHOW I SHLD SPECIFY APPROPRIATE SINGER ...
and the first qn is " does chinese song occupy 30% of ur library if yes DEN SCREW URSELF "
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... yes im insane ... too bad ... my hate for chinese pop grows day by day ...

anyways ... somehow i found out the reason why my com's laggin like hell... and its cos of the 2gb of jay chou songs ...
DID KENT JUST SAY JAY CHOU ??
YES it was when i have no music inspiration and haven learn bass and been open to the world ...
AND guess what WOOOO TRASH THE TRASH !!! SCREW THE REST

Bye :D
yes hate me ...

2009-02-02T18:57:00.003+08:00

I can feel my joints giving way ...
my head just feels like bursting ...
and exams comming ...
seriously im falling apart and im not suprised if i stop breathing by tml ...

dont ask me why am i so emo.. cos u dun understand wat im goin through
im not u...

Im not you cos i cant bring ur hard work to perfection ... im not perfect
Im not u cos i wun understand how u feel and try to reply to ur one word replies... cos like wat u said i dont have feelings
Im not you cos im not born in a rich ass family who gets me wat ever i want ...
Im not you cos im thrown into the water to drown when you got help from everyone
Im not you cos i will never meet ur high marks expectation
Im not you cos i born to have a dream in becoming a musician and not a facilities manager
Im not you cos i dont use irony to indirectly attack my confidence
Im not you cos i dont have anyone to turn to...

Im just not you ...
stop making high expectation and making my life any worser....
Im just not ...... all of you...

All i want is to live my life ... normally ... become a musician ... and do what i enjoy in my life ...
and most of the time u just dont care ... but it gives u pleasure to just stain my life once in a while ...
while its pretty much stained from everyone that thinks likedat ...

2009-01-31T01:38:00.002+08:00

Ive lost my senses ...
Ive lost my hope
ive lost my faith
ive lost my mind
ive lost my purpose

im a step away to being insane ...
i keep hearing screams ... but no one was there
im on the verge of licking a blade ...
and exams is still yet to come ....

wat on earth is goin on ...

Living in a world of nightmares

2009-01-25T16:55:00.001+08:00

Bored
blog hopped
saw this on stacey's blog
did
here it is

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Disappointment You are a fun-loving, energetic, and cheerful person. You love adrenaline rushes, and going out at night. You constantly have to be having a great time to feel completely happy. Your biggest fear is not having anything to do, or having a huge disappointment/let down in your life. You hate being sad, and if something in your life suddenly went wrong it would be extremely hard for you to deal with. Just remember that everyone has to deal with hard times. Stay strong, and pretty soon your fun, party life will get right back the way it used to be.
Looked down on
Being Alone
Where Your life is Going
Losing Someone
Commitment
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Some how i find quite true haha ... man i need tolearn to treasure life

2009-01-23T21:27:00.003+08:00

Im freaking bored....
Bored of life
Bored of hope
Bored of future
Bored of death fated destiny
Bored of everything that revloves arnd me

Tomorow shall be an official day to delicate my time to studying and after that to music again ...
Seriously i dun look forward to another day anymore ...
I no longer see anylight ahead of me ...

anyways...
Today was odinari-ly boring ... HSM project that boils my blood ...PLW that just spawns thoughts of exams ... and CRM that just makes life more "ontrack "
Den waited for alvin sihui den take bus go home ... yup thats ALL shall not eloborate ...
Screw life... ill just sit here to wait for death ...
Pretending its all a long nightmare ...

byies

Drowning in hatred .. a devil pulls my hand ...
Gave me a blade ...
In his demonic voice said " Stain this blade with the blood u hate , and one day i shall return u what they've stolen from u , your heart "
And till this day the blade is stained with diffrent shades of blood ...
Im still living on his lie ....

2009-01-16T22:10:00.003+08:00

i was dead for the past few days thats why wasnt able to update ...

anyways i hate it when ppl talk to me saying like ... " Get ur parents to pay for u la "

Im not a rich ass-ed kid ... and my parents is and has awlays been the only thing dat seprates my from my dreams ...

I dun need u to control my life ... i have my own destiny ...

i rather die a hungry homeless dog knowing i tried den to die a typical slave to the society with something missing in my life ....

shall update more tml

2008-12-25T02:06:00.002+08:00

yes merry chirstmas ! haha
thou it dont feel like christmas haha... but this year's christmas is one of the most memoriable ones lol

cos its celebrated with Friends haha... and this time i likke it cos its not planned
i hate it when u go out with a PLAN and u have to follow the plan... its dumb meaningless

today met fun winston maxwell and zhiwei
den we didnt decide to go where till we reach the bus stop ... den went to plaza sing to walk walk ... maxwell got guitar strings ... winston play drum mania ...
den went to lerk thai ...
WOAH the food is GREAT woo haha its been long since i had such GREAT food hahaha..
pineapple rice was ULTIMATELY good ... followed by the red ruby coconut juice !... WAAA omg had core sweetness and den some golden bags wrapped chicken ... nice nice niceeee wooo... and winston and fun told me to eat some Sweet chilli juice dat is SO NCIE but its spicy... i cant control myself from dipping my food in it over and over again .... although i cant eat spicy an it burns my mouth...

den went to starbucks sit there talked alot alot alot and drank iced choclate hahaha... we talk from childhood games to Band to school ... hahaha den ltr wan ting ( i forgot its wan ting or wan qing SORRY SORRY !) den went to eat tau huay (bean curd) ... waaa the que is scary but the food was great ... went to some damn nice and relaxing private art school to eat den found out it cos u 5 digits to be enrolled in this school ... but its so relaxing sitting in their space... its like so quiet and not exposed to the evil sounds of the outer world ... i wun mind just sleeping there
HAHAHA...

anywyays after dat i went home ... i didnt manage to get my little santa hat so sad but i told shao xun to help me get if he ever wants to buy hahah yay ... kk that ends the Chirstmas eve stuff
and im gone with the wind from tommorow to 1 jan ... DUN CONTACT IM SERIOUS ! no reply will be given ... ty !

and greatest apologies to all my friends who i cant spen chirstmas with ... cos i cant make it sorry !
AND MERRY CHIRSTMAS

2008-12-20T00:32:00.003+08:00

Ok just came backFrom watching the movie Yes MAn
This is A GREAT movie haha... once in a long time i seen such nice movie haha...
its like ever since pirates of the C.

anyways ... i suddenly remember my life in sec skl ...
Where every thing is all about one word ...

But i cant go back to being such a idiot...
Its like a pact with a devil ... Never to have "that word " In my life again ...
Yes i cant go back ... all i can do is just to regret ...

Anyways haha im starting to enjoy playing for the " mian hua tang "song lol its kinda the cute cute kinda stuff
But still i want to be a ROck star haha...
Byies :D

And the forming of the band begins

2008-12-13T09:39:00.003+08:00

1. The person who tagged you is ?
WU sihui mango
2. Your relationship with him/her ?
Friend and fellow fruit people haha
3. Your 5 impression of him/her ?
predictable, evil, mango-ish, Last minute hero and great friend
4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you ?
LOL... errr LAst minute when i was abt to give up els send me els notes ahaha (cos i dune even have the text book)
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you ?
STRAWBERRY !
6. If he/she become your lover, you will ?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... no link
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
refer to qn 7
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will ?
bite her head
9. If he/she dies, you will ?
attend her funeral and at most burn paper Mango clothes for her haha
10. What is it you want to tell he/she now ?
Sihui pls dun kick me when u see this haha
11. Your overall impression of he/she ?
Friend
12. How do you think people around you will feel ?
LOL i dun have power to read ppl mind
13.The characters you love of yourself are?
done this before
14.ON the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are ?
done before
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
cliff burton
16.For people that care and likes you,say something to them.
HA-HA-HA ~

2008-12-13T09:29:00.002+08:00

Hello the world ! ... i finally see the light after this few DARK EXAMS days ...

Anyways Ben left for NS already haha... and well before he left i think did hang arnd him alot and learn alot haha... anyways He seems to be the first person who i ever seen to " YEAH NS YEAH NS ! " ... haha ... anyways he'll be back haha...
And the next time when we go past HS block and see a Broken vending machine with the stock list sticking out ... we can always remember him ... Haha its like writen there in remberance of BEN who is in NS now "...

anyways haha i change my blog song haha... cos i find this is like my child hood song lol... i spend my whole childhood watching yu gi oh HAHAHAHA and this song is like one of the main reasons why i watch it every sat 9 am ...hahaha

2008-12-11T13:56:00.004+08:00

Saw this at Fun's blog haha
like very intresting...
so i want to try do also haha... its like a shuffle ur itunes song list to get an answer haha...

Q:How does the world see me?
The world- Nightmare
... HAHA ... yes im your worst nightmare ...

Q: Will i have a happy life?
a little less sixteen candles-fall out boy...

Q:What do my friends really think of me?
my happy ending-avril.L ...
no link haha

Q:Do people secretly lust after me?
Where is the love-black eyed peas..
another no link answer haha

Q:How can i make myself happy?
take my hand - simple plan

Q:What can i do with my life?
So what-pink

Q:Will i ever have children?
Ready set go-tokio hotel

Q:What is some good advice for me?
Dear god-avenged sevenfold

Q:How will i be remembered?
Waking the demon-bullet for my valentine
Haha i wake the dead with my singing

Q:What is my signature dancing song?
This anit the scene ,its an arm race

Q:What do i think my current theme song is?
I dont care-fall out boy
haha... dats what im abt lazy and heck cared

Q:What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Whoa oh(me vs everyone)

Q:What song will play at my funeral?
Bowling for soup-high school never ends...

Q:What sort of men/women do i like?
grow up-simple plan
lol no i dun fancy jie di lian

Q:What is my day going to be like?
Misery business-paramore ...
lol lucky me half the miserable day its gone ...

2008-12-11T01:01:00.002+08:00

ARghhh my whole friendster profile is spammed with computer controlled fake accounts that spams BLink blink messeges .. zzz arghh so i changed settings to only friends can make a comment ... omg sooo irritating ppl from the world. ..

Anyways i was back from the usual group of ppl ... Who smashed a vending machine .. spent few hours and a playground.... And do i enjoy ... ? YES ... I dunno why either hahaha...

and finally some random sayings :
Screw safety messures , i got balls...

Byies :D

2008-12-08T19:41:00.002+08:00

Ok i just came back from clubhouse
and had great time and supposed to study but i negleted im screwed tml ...

anyways i think im kinda in a rush to study now ... DAMN DAMN DAMN guilty for not studying ,,,

damn studying ... i want to play ...

bye

Percentage for me continueing to stay in scc ( cos on first day i wasnt see as the kind who will stay on)

Ivy-15% ( cos she was my only scc friend for first 2 months )
Shao xun-25% ( my sensei in bass ... he opened my third eye )
Ben and Fun and winston and zhi wei and tze zhao( dunno how spell sorry) and maxwell and greg and mandy and edmund - 30% ( for teaching me ALOT of values )
People who offered me sogs to play or songs that i play for -15% ( at least i felt i was not in the wrong place)
PEople who i had fun with - 10% ( at least i had memories if i died)
the rest of scc -5% (accepting me in)

2008-12-07T20:26:00.002+08:00

Ive completely lost my trust in studying ...

And therefore here i am ... blogging ...

tomorow going back skl for"AROUND ME"
and i dunno where to go after that ...
im soooo lost .... arghhhh.. i dun feel anything anymore ...
maybe this is the signs of overdosage of sugar ... zzz
nvm i also dunno wat im talking about ....

Christmas is comming soon and i wun be in singapore during christmas...
Some how i seem to already lost the need to live ...
i dunno whats going on in my life...
and i hope the next year may bring me something to live for ...

2008-12-04T01:18:00.003+08:00

I dun feel like blogging today
anyway i recently seen and heard to much for a year one cca member
and im not directly inloved in it so wun really respond

I have no place called home
the phsyical home tht i have has no reason or encouragement to keep me living
it just pushes me off the cliff

therefore i dun wanna see my self declared " new found home"(SCC) fall appart...

2008-12-04T00:54:00.003+08:00

the person who tagged you is ?
LITTLE YONG SHAN

The relationship between her and mi is ?
She used to be my god-grandmother , mother den now a goody fren

five expression of him ?
Random/ does cute stuff that makes you laugh / listener / helps me in understanding human pshychology / Understanding

The most memorable thing she said to u is ?
i unlimited to all users. HEHE you die ! (spams sms)

If she will become your lover you will ?
HAHA my friend once teach me if someone give u something give them back twice the amount

If he or she becomes youre lover,things she need to improve on ?
SMILE MORE OFTEN

If he or she becomes your enemy you will ?
Bite her head haha

If he or she becomes youre enemy, the reason will be ?
She snatched my chocolate

the most desired thing you want to do for her is ?
ER ... i hate qns where i need to search my heart for the ans

your overall impression of her is ?
LOL come to think of it i noe you for 3 years already HAHA...now i suddenly realised
anyways ans is NTH NEGATIVE

How do you think the people around you think of you ?
err ... IT dosnt matter

The characters that i love myself
i dunnoo

What about other chracters i hate about myself?
Many to be written in this small box

The most ideal person you want to be is ?
Cliff Burton ... Live your legacy and die

2008-12-01T00:59:00.002+08:00

OK back...

lol went find yexiang,johnson,jianzhong,stacey,sihui,xiaoshi(lol sorry i cant really spell ur name :( ) , yongzhen... actually wanted buy guitar string polish but all the shop was closed ... so followed them to popular buy their stuff den went to kfc mum mum ... den mac ice cream den ... camera time lol .... i first time see ppl like taking phot SO much HAHA... den next they go toilet for quite a long time and yexiang was holding the camera so we did stupid things with the camera like try pick a picture's nose lol... shall post that pic next time ..

den ltr met my brother shihao and jasper play cluedo LOL ....
shihao did the funniest cluedo moves... before the game start ... while giving out cards... he said " eh i got dagger i stab u all ar !" .. LOL .... den he make alot random guess like impromtu guesses that makes no sense haha ...
funny stuff ...

yay tml school starts at 11 ... can sleep late ... and meeting racha after skl to studyyy. .. i must seriously get studying or ill FAIL...

2008-11-29T21:20:00.002+08:00

If every one is being so paranoid about each other
It just makes trusting each other harder and harder
when will you're stop looking at eah other's differences
and look towards the future...

The true poison of friendship is the mouth which speaks the words hatred
setting fire on each other's heart
pouring petrol in too each other's fire
How can one truely understand the true meaning of friendship

when ur just looking at each other's weakness.....

It just takes me 30 sec to write this ... and its not planned ...
I just hope things will settle down ...
And u'll know if this is for you when u read it ...
trust your heart not other's words....

2008-11-28T23:42:00.003+08:00

ARGHHH and yes i came back to state

ALL MY VAMPIRE NICKS HAS NO RELATION OR WHAT SO EVER TWILIGHT ... SO DONT ACCOCIATE ME WITH LOVE SICK VAMPIRES ...

DONE :D

2008-11-28T21:54:00.002+08:00

HAHA see this ! johnson drew this ... guess what it is haha ... its a dragon lol ...
den zhu an go write " BEST JOKE OF THE WORLD" LOL ... damn funny haha den he draw me and sam den look alike only hair style diff den zhu an go write " everyone looks the same in johnson's world LOL .....

And ya this is the toy car that alvin brought .. its like a pull back and move toy car den when it hits something it goes reverse dircetion ... den we play ait hocky with it hahaha ! ...

anyways yay winston post my first rock performance ... yay ! lol.. anyways a fatal screw up from me at the start ... i planned to pattern abit but i lost beat ...anyways ben manage to cover up that with his ULTIMATE STAGE PRESENCE ! ... and mand's and winston's good like speed strumming and drumming is damn awesome ! ...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hiBaXlXhtLI

2008-11-27T22:36:00.003+08:00

ARghhhh
Today yong shan showed me the power of having unlimited sms

I read some of them in front already .... total around 50 haha. ..

2008-11-26T23:56:00.004+08:00

BEFORE I START !!!
IF I DIE TONNIGHT ... I DIED SATISFIED

rushed to scc on flying penguines today ! ... how do penguines fly ? ... u give them red bull

this is the bestt monthly perofrmance EVER since i stepped foot into scc...
those who didnt stay till the last song ... i think missed a show ...
THe punk song was GREAT !!!!!! ... I NEVER Felt like ive bonded into the song While performing ... its like im playing in my home genre... i wanna thank mandy for allowing me to play in this song and ben too for correcting and making this practice smooth winston and the rest for motivating me into this song ... and shao xun for being the greatest bass sensei ever ... im hornored( dunno how to spell) to be ur apprentice haha ...

joel and racha for staying with me till my the performance And all the others who sang along with ben lol ! ... this has been a great experience ! ... and fun brought up a point ... well i cant really hear wat he was saying but his point was ... if i were to write songs ... this song is just the begining ...

Its like ... even though ive made a few mistake in the start it still ended up well ...
Anyway today i felt likemy prayers of GOD prtecting me for a day has seriously been answered ...
i rushed home ... wanted to take a bus den a 154 came den alot ppl chiong ans squeeze into it but den i had the feeling like i shld not take this bus den i didnt ... den after this left the next bus was a 154 too ! lol and it had very very little ppl and is like i can sit down lol...
den aot other things too ... arghhhhhh ... Its this kinda Day that makes me wanna continue to live for a reason ...

pics shall wait for chewy maggie send me first lol ...

When i said i will make penguines fly
ill make them fly to the sky

2008-11-25T19:38:00.002+08:00

YESH TOMOROW IS Da BIG DAY !
PUNK ROCK SONG PERFORMANCE !!!

after tml im going to chiong studies ... and its own time own taret im going to study like a beast charging at food ...

Anyways im so tired of everything ... Im really really tired ... i wish i could just lie in a coffin bed and sleep now ! ...

2008-11-23T22:48:00.000+08:00

Its my dream to perform to a crowd like this

2008-11-23T22:43:00.003+08:00

Ok my next m.performance
im going to say the following line alot of times b4 peroforming ..
a speech to transform myself into a complete lunatic
" im insane , im insane , the next few moments im going beyond that "

And No im not a dog to my cca or cos i have no life or using cca as an excuse ...
Its cos im not forgten and im appriciated there ... and it keeps my fire for music burning
... The flame of my candle stick..

2008-11-22T23:25:00.002+08:00

Ok yesterday was a long long day ...

first the usual Classes and classes and I morning have to chiong HSM project the board ...
this time i did some flower petal like thingy dat took me like damn chiong chiong and manage to do it up in 1 and a half hour ...

haix i seriously must motivate mysel to study zzz ...

anyways went home after classes change den went down to Club house to practice song ...it started off like somethings missing or not in place ... and graudually it became nice ... and the best was just before we we're about to pack up we wanted to do one last practice ... AND IT WAS GREAT ! i thought it was the best ever among practice ... Due to the esstacy of the song ... i wasnt able to feel the burn from slidding along the strings ... untill the song ended ... my finger was like on fire ... damn painful ...

anyways went to KAP with winston fun big ben mandy. And fun kept spilling stuff all over haha ... started off with putting salt in coke den it bubbled all the way out of the coke... den he spilt tea on ben's pants den he stained his pants with mayo from mac chicken haha... anyways during chatting he stated quite alot stuff that were intresting and true hahha... learned alot of stuff from their talking ...
Anyway i find that most of us are too engross in "SOMETHING" that we forgoten the true meaning of having a "ORGANIZATION" with this "PURPOSE" in th first place ...
Create to enjoy and not to show off ...

anyways afterdat left to movie marathon ... and it was in lec room ZZZ ... Lectural halls are built for u NOT to sleep ... its such a pain ... i keep thinking of my blanket covering my cold feet ! lol ... arghh lucky im home now ! hahaha ... anyways didnt went with 1d01/2 people for dinner ... not in the mood to get around places ...

ok dats all byies
I found out where i finally can feel home
Somewhere where im at least appreciated

2008-11-22T19:04:00.002+08:00

Im fighting all this alone ...
I wished this will all end in a never ending blink of an eye

2008-11-21T10:21:00.003+08:00

Why you shld'nt read off the screen when doing a ppt ...
This happened yesterday in the IAC presentation ... and m fren a guy read off the screen wor for word in this screen ... LOL... den me and jeremy really buay tahan den laugh ...

This is a survey and answer of bangalh workers haha...

2008-11-20T00:36:00.003+08:00

HIES

im starting with this 2 pic ... one is a chair and one is a slope both can be found in lec 73 ... AND WHat does kent do when his bored and its after cca .... YES i pushed all the way up the slope den go down like some roller coaster ... it took some time to know how to manuever this chair lol .... AND NO pic of me rolling down like some retard kid ...

CCA was fine haha its like a briefing of concert and so on haha... i ended up in logistics zzz ... im too weak to even carry a feather ... anyways haha i gess itll be fun haha..

PROJECT BTC house is proceding GREAT haha i found out we are the fastest haha... anyways i got a scret weapon that i sealed in a box called THE GOLDMINE haha ... and baricaded it with spikes and seal it up with godly glue which ill explain why i say its godly , wood and plastic strips
as seen below wooo try stealing our secret weapon from us now haha...

OK THis is our house in peices without the secret weapon haha... mainly yexiang and zhu an are like measurers and mainly like achitect ... well im the artist of the desgin they manage the rest to make it possible ... johnson sam are the guys who cut them up and stick them haha... and im the spray paint guy / exterior deisgn ... haha mine seems the most fun lol .... cos ill jut spray spray red lol ...

THIS IS THE GODLY GLUE

THE E6000 !!! ... can u believe such a small tube cost $13 !!! yes ... $13 ... you know squeezing a ten cent coin amount of glue from this tube is like watching 50 cents fly haha... anyways this glue is GODLY COS its $13 and the guy from ART FRIEND who does some beat box thingy says its the best ... well we asked for something dat can glue plastic and wood ... THIS glues PLASTICS , WOOD , PAPER , METAL! , EVEN CONCRETE !!! and many more !! woo u know with this glue its like we're unstopleble ...
is like
Zhu an " want design like dat how to glue sia "
Ye xiang will be " eh no worries la we got $13 glue leh "
Zhu an " eh ya hor ok ook lor "

Haha ! ... now u know wat u can use to seal someones mouth up haha ...

anyways JOVI AR JOVI WANT SEE MY FRIEND LIST TO FIND MY LALA IS NOT POSSIBLE ! lol

ok dats all byies

I cant decide ...

Cos i dun feel the urge to continue living in this world ...

ive lost the reason that im breathing

2008-11-18T21:54:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS THE OFFICIAL DAY IM COMPLETELY SICK OF EATING KAKI FUYONG FROM CANTEEN 1 !!!!

omg ...zzz this i the limit it goes ... im knida bored of canteen one food lol ...

ANd this few days i keep playing standard game with zhu an johnson sam yexiang and jian zhong lol... brain consuming

and its time for me to be awake and start studying ... i seriously lack motivation to carry on stuying ... i dunno why ... i just lack that something ...

anyways ive finally composed a punk rock song lyrics on my own lol ... shall take my time to slowly bring it to perfection ... haha

anyways addicted to THE OFFSPRING's songs ...

kk bye

This time the clock is chasing me ,
roll roll its shall come till it shall smash over my soul

2008-11-18T09:12:00.002+08:00

im in school now cos i dunno dat plw lessons became e learning lol..... and im bored to death death deathh
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2008-11-18T00:50:00.003+08:00

Today i went to some fast food place called PEPER LUNCH yes its famous but i nv heard of it
and they sell RAW food With rice on HOT PLATE
And they nearly made me swallow raw meat .. so to peper lunch creaters ...i got 3 words for you
GO AND DIE !
anyways just finish playing sihui's tag board cos it has CENSORSHIP LOL !!!! U ALL SHLD TRY IT OUT LOL
when u type shit it comes out ****
LOL !!! cool rite haha i went to spam her tag board lol cos its really fun HAHA

OK BYE

la la lalala la la lalala

2008-11-17T00:19:00.002+08:00

YES i changed my blog song again lol
this song goes out to yong shan LOL this is ur first step into Idiotic happiness lol

2008-11-16T23:25:00.003+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

RUSH OF INSANITYY !!! YES this happens twice every year mainly rainy seasons haha...
SUgar rush + pepsi + rain = insainty for kent

this is perfect for my up comming punk song WOOOO PUNK SONG !...

YESH U WANT STAGE PERFORMANCE ILL FUCKING GIVE U ONE ... ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THIS IS SPARTA !!!!!

bye :D

The ultimate rebelion sparks from insane inproper thinking and thats all about me

2008-11-16T17:01:00.001+08:00

This is some great musicians under the same concert spotlight

2008-11-16T00:36:00.003+08:00

For your info im no longer the kent who keeps quiet and look back at u with a Razor blade stare ...

but still i prefer to keep my feelings to myself

2008-11-13T21:57:00.003+08:00

Ok i changed my blog song again haha... Cos i have more feeling into this song haha...

Anyways exams are like 3 weeks ... im like soooooo dunno wat to do ... i feel super lost ...
I dun feel the need to continue any of this anymore ... i jsut dont have that motivation i used to have during O levels ...

I finally understood the meaning of neglecting love in my life ...

Dear God the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I'm not around

2008-11-10T21:40:00.000+08:00

Ok im blogging from club house hahaha ...

I just found out i can never un away from metal music no matter wat i tried to do haha...Arghhhh .... Is like estacy ... i just enjoy the Hardcore strumming ... the solos the SCreaming straight into my ears feeling ... it eases my mind of the world ...ARghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

ok i must learn tolisten to peace ful music like the one in my blog song haha ... and btw Katy perry is soooo Beatiful omg !!!!! ... she's like some angel gone punk haha...

kk enuf rubbish ... i found out im nt doing the proper things in life these few days haha...and i terrorized mango girl whole ELS lesson muhahahahaha ....

kk i think im continueing doing rubbish haha byeies all

2008-11-10T01:37:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHH

Im missing out all the hwks !!! i dunno why I DUN EVEN KNOW THAT THERES HWK AND BY THE TIME I KNOW ITS TOO LATE ... EVERY SINGE MODULE ALSO LIKEDAT ...

AIYA Fail den fail ... maybe next semster i already nt in the school anymore ... and i bet it wont make a diffrence ....

ill just fly off the 10 story building ... plundging into afterlife ... Cause anyways no one gives a damn ....

2008-11-08T23:38:00.002+08:00

And since im kinda quiet this few days with no proper reply ill make a post to ppl who i think i might need to RE- REPLY

Yongshan-Haha when i said random reply i was sleeping and woke up by ur msg ... haha i just wanted to say 2 times more than that chain msg u send me

mango girl - your still mango girl,fool,demon,monster,yellow,copycat and my standard uniform is red black yes hahaha ! neh neh ni po po !

allen - Haha ill just keep telling u to come next week and one day i might just reply that question haha

Deb jie - She is a Mutal normal friend nth special

Racha - im pscho pathed so my songs may turn out to be more suitable for death metal even though im writing a classical music

Stacey - Im sufering frm sleep depression everyday ... only oncertain days dat im hyper is like when i have enough sleep or i have overdosed sugar

Ben,Mandy and winston - SOnG's Great haha... i had such a EMotionaless face its cos i was tired and trying to focus remaining energy to the song haha... this song makes me feel more at home haha..

shirleen - HAPPY BIRTHDAY ( supposed to be posted on friday) Sorry for nt joining u guys at your birthday dinner thingy

thats all i can remember

2008-11-08T23:25:00.002+08:00

Ok im back...
THis semster is a torture... It makes u study study do stuff do stuff like your whole fucking life is studying ... well i always remind myself not to be ther kind pf erson who study,works and u den die ... Cos theres no meaning in life ...

anyways Big Ben gave me a chance to play in a punk rock song YEaAHhh ... anyways i feel more at ease and freedom in playing song compared to slow saddening , ballad songs Cos PUNK ROCK IS IN MY BLOOD ... And i grow up listening to it ... so it comes natural ... and it turns out GREAT !!! ... It sparks hope for me going into the ANual concert ... I really HOpe i would go in haha...
anyways school days are standard ... and ive got nth to blog about it cos to me its just School day ... wat makes it different is how boring it gets ...

Anyways got people ask me why last time i seldom wear specs den this semster i wear specs ...well its cos i recieved complains dat i dun say hi or dao them when i see them DATS cos im not wearing specs andi cant see whou are.. so im wearing specs this sems cos i wanna say hi LOL ... and for people who have perceptions about people who wear specs ... I DUN GIVE A FUCK ...

LASTLY im just going to end off this post with a BIG AND WARM AND RED

HAPPYBIRTHDAY LITTLE YONG SHAN !!!!!
enjoy your sweet 16th birhday

2008-10-31T00:31:00.002+08:00

My holding on to a barb wire of pain ... im letting go anytime soon ... but each time ive been give a reason to carry on ... i wun mind the pain of holding on ...

2008-10-17T19:21:00.002+08:00

OK im just going to post a qn ....

In a group of PROBLEM BASS QN of a cat jumping of a building and if it will survive ?

the group consist of 4 ppl
a follower
a Logic minded person
a Cat lover
and a saddistic person

wat will happen ??? ....

2008-10-16T19:32:00.003+08:00

ARghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

ok .... i just screwed my first stage perfromance yesterday .... OMGgg ........ actually all of us playing the song screwed it up lol .... BUt i think i SCREWED IT BIGGGG TIMEEE ....
ok.... I SHALL VOW TO PRACTICE TILL IM STATISFIED WITH MY WORK ! OR I SHALL DIEEee...

And i think im gonna start writing lyrics for next song .... And this time IM GOING TO FULL FORCE MY PRACTICE , TIME , BLOOD AND HOPE IN THIS SONG ....

ARghh first i have to recover from this fall ... ll shall nt conntiune byies all

2008-10-12T14:04:00.002+08:00

OK schools basically starting tomorow and im hating every sec of it even before it starts ...

well the time tables so confusing dat i have to get someone to analyse it for me lol...anyways i hope lecs will be fun like last term ... i heard of a evil one from ppl in and dat name appears in my time table haha ...

ok other den school ... Wooo avenged sevenfold is comming to singapore on 24 oct !!! im gonna save my MONEY to get tickets haha ... I MUST BE THERE !!!!! .... ok gtg byies

2008-10-10T23:41:00.003+08:00

hello back from hibernation ! HAHA... yes suprised to see me blogging rite haha

ok... well recent events ... SCC CHALET ... I think its like one of the most fun chalet haha ... i learn may stuff like bbq~ing and butter makes the bbq pit go down ...do alot stupid stuff like pouring the whole tub of butter into the bbq pit an cousing the whole area to be smoky ... and spraying butter at snails ... burning ants and throwin spiders into the pit ... DAts after cookin so dun worry haha...

anyways ... i learn to play mahjong properly and Woo its a fun game man ! haha... taught by winston ,zhi wei and ben ... ben is the master chef man !... he cooked for 20 ppl chicken rice for first nite haha... and taught me bbq~ing too haha ...

den dixon is the guy who started buttering the satays with one giagantic scoop of butter haha... and Most creative starwars player i seen lol ... and huiyi still lost to me in ji go ba KENT 2 HUIYI 1 ... lol ...
still got many many cool stuff dat happend too haha but lazy say ...

anyways spent my whole holidays practicing bass ... and pls If anyof ur wanna network sales me I HAVE ALREADY HEARD OF IT AND NO I DUN WANT TO BUY OR JOIN TY...

anyways actuallyw ant go eat sushi bufet for long time but den keep got ppl busy so in the end nv eat haiiiixxx i miss my sushi haha...

anyways skl reopening in 2 days time ... siansatiooon mannnn..... nvm i hope to just go pass every thing like a snake without much resistance ...

and i planned before i die ... im going call the police and say im going to rob a bank
and den ill race the police to robbing it ... and take the money and throw it from the top of the DHL ballon haha ... and ltr go to jail and die smilling LOL...

anyways thinking of composing a song with ppl .. looking for drummer ! haha ...

kk i think i enuf crap le ... im goin sleep haha byies all ..

And yes I noe that ive been gossiped by some ass hole BUT I PREFFER to just let dat little rotten leg bug do wat he wants ... to the girl who that asshole also rumours abt ... my greatest apologies of im the cause of it ...
Well i HAVE A LIFE AND ITS MUSIC
AT LEAST IM NOT A DOG TO THE SOCIETY OR WOST THE FKING PPL WHO THINKS THEY GOT AUTHORITES...

2008-09-22T15:06:00.004+08:00

kent's blog updater, sihui is here.
lol. cause kent is lazy to update, so i'm here.
well, kent did sth to his bass recently.
he called it 'project pimp my bass' according to his msn nick.
haha.

nice right?
i think it is.
red and black is his favourite.
and kent's going to be busy next week.
he gt lots of events ah.
including the one he get very happy.
haha.

-huix-

2008-09-16T14:38:00.004+08:00

boo~
kent's nt here.
so sihui's here to update.. =P
kent watched 4bia ytd. haha!
i shall nt elaborate on how he reacted..
i'll just comment tat his reaction is so e funny..lol
read e conversation and u guys will understand..haha =)

and kent is the STRAWBERRY BOY~ =D
*kent, dun slap me ah*
bye ppl.

-huix-

2008-09-10T12:35:00.001+08:00

Im always the one running from my problems
i wished someday it'll stop chasing me

2008-09-02T03:01:00.003+08:00

Wooo its been long since ive blog hahahaha ... anyway was suffering from a 'little' setback

anyways haha events that happened (if i can remember) now in shi hao's hse cos my internet is down and i cant do anything

HIKE
well got bored and join bb in the 20 km hike haha ... and i think im too used to walking from penisular to bugis ... untill walking from boon lay to jurong seems too easy haha... okays anyways... The fun part of any LONG distance cycling / hike is ...... RAIN !!!!... wooo ...and we like took out our poncho and thats when fun starts

well velerio had this like poncho dat has a string to fastern arnd his face .... and queenten kept pulling the string dat leaves him stuck inside haha... hard to imagine ? lol ....... ok here's a pic

haha any way he got his revenged when they switched ponchos hahaha ....

Haha that was like super funny when u see them try pulling each other's string ... untill they got bored of it and started to secretly poke holes in velerio's poncho untill he got something like this ... and he went to pull a big piece of queenten's poncho out too haha...

anyway saw this shirt in vivo haha... and its like sooooo true haha...

after dat we reached sentosa and they stayed over in a tent ... while lucky me i can go home and sleep...and my toes are like all damaged from hikking in a 2 size smaller shoe ...

today ... nth much other den play dota for 4 hour with alot of ppl ... eating a pplate of $7 chicken chop in a COFFE SHOP which turned out to be a restaurant standard ... they even decorated it nice nice for u haha ...

after dat went to watch star wars .... well its okay la ... jsut dat u'll feel like ur watching kids central in theater dats all haha ... kk dats abt all ... wun be blogging this often cos of lazyness and no time haha...

byies

Sudden surge of insanity

2008-08-23T15:22:00.003+08:00

haha this blog shall be a bit late on post cos due to the fact dat im living a boring life nowades lol... anways haha ..

U noe when ppl say when u eat too much chocolate ull go crazy for it haha... well ... see this video lol ..

byies

2008-08-19T21:57:00.004+08:00

A - Available: NO im ENgaged with my bass my heart is with her

B - Beer: root beer :D

C - Candy: CHOCOLATE

D - Dream Car: I want a black limo !

E - Easiest person to talk to: Teddy's a goo listener

F - Favorite colour(s): Red black

G - Gummi Bears or Gummi Worms: Bears

H - Hair: Moe hog ... THE REV ( from a7x ) hairstyle

I - Ice Cream: Chocolate

J - Jail: Yup school is a jail for dreams

K - Kids: Kinda early to think of tat

L - Longest Car Ride: Thailand

M - Movie Last:Strangers ... WAT a waste of$

N - Nickname: Devil ... quiet ... anjing.... stupid boy ... siao eh

O - One Regret: spending too much

P - Penis Size: .......

Q - Quote: Too many la ...

R - Reason to Smile: When i have evil plans

R - Reason to Cry: BLANK

S - Shoes: Converse produces all my shoes

T - Time you woke up today: 6

U - Unpredictable: wats for lunch tml

V - Vacation Spot: US...Italy...Egypt...Africa

W - Who do you love? My bass

X - X-tra Special Someone: every one is special

Y - Yellow: yellow highlited = TESTED ...

Z - Zodiac Sign: Aries

2008-08-18T09:07:00.006+08:00

sian sian sian Tml exams and im here slacking with 3 unfinished chpts hiiiaaaxxxx...
well i better start chionging ... arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i hate studying !...

anyways this few daes i keep listening to metal music to get myself energized ... if nt sure fall asleep... and metal music is like a diesease ... first it goes in from ur ears den to ur brain den to ur head ( ull keep nooding ur head to the beat) ... den ur hands ( like drumming actions ) ... den ur feet ( keep shacking ) ... haha ! ... kk bo liao~ness ... anyways haha watched the table tennis match yesterdae ... i think tat was more of a learning experience den a competition for our singapore players haha...

After exams im gonna use my saved up cash to buy a elec guitar ! yay lol...to think i have learn finish bass already go buy guirtar lol... cant help it i really want to learn guitar haha...got the idea when see my idol of music ( Synyster Gates) plays guitar over and over again lol....

kk gtg CHiong ...

2008-08-14T18:11:00.002+08:00

U noe when someone says ... My contact got flushed away along with time ...
Well this LITERALLY Happened to me ...

well it was on tuesdae i think dat came back from CS-fun with sec skl ppl mostly from ex calss haha... LAUGH till my stomach burst while playing haha.. anyways i went back home bath ... put phone at the window pannel haha.. any bathe and went to sleep after dat ...
next moring ... woke up ... LATE could not find phone so went to bathe ... noticed my Toliet bowl had blue light ...

" Cool ! wats dat ... WAIT ! ... the only thing dat have blue light is my phone ... " AND YUP !!!...
monster sms me about studying and the phone vibrated ... it vibrated off the pannel and fell INTO the tolietbowl ! ... and my contacts are in the phone ! .. zzz So LITERALLY it got flushed aaway ...
wat more humiliating way to kill a phone ...

anyways haha today im TRYinG MY BEST to study i found out i have to many things in my mind haha ... Must clear ! ... zzz anyways haha i went to youtube to see avenged sevenfold's music video (sudden like of their songs).. and theres this "a little piece of heaven... nice song haha but seriously saddistic ...

ANYWAYS shall STudy hardcore ... CONCENTRATION !!!... ITS ONLY A week before u can burn those books away ! ...

anyways haha my brother is playing maple and he's killin drake ... and those of u who play maple b4 it drops something called drake blood am i right lol... so he's like "FASTER KILL i want the blood ! "... lol it just means " I WILL KILL U ALL AND DRINK UR BLOOD ! " ... yes maple is evil and u dunno it haha...

okays enuf crap byies...

2008-08-08T20:59:00.004+08:00

WOooo headache AGAIN !!!
anyways i need ur help !!!!
help me decide which ver. is the design haha...

Which is nicest among ... cos i find i over did it lol...

anyways today no skl den i woke up found out my fridge got alot chocolate tat i nv eat ... so i took all of them BLEnd with milk and put whip cream and wa la ! lol ..
i call it choco rojak haha... orry dat u have to slant ur head to the side...

anyways spent my whole after noon from2-7 Doig a new design for my Beloved bass guitar ! lol...

this was the worrying brief sketch ... anyways hha i end up with a headache from strig at bak red siver and blue ... anyway it ended up something like this ...

cant really decide it its nice ... zzz anyways haha head painfully painful ... still got the econs disscusion board ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

kk enuf screaming i better watch the 2 videos ... zzzz ... byies...

To think mike shinda from linkin park design his guitar in half an hour ..... with a brilliant result

2008-08-07T20:07:00.002+08:00

Today marks the end of SPORTS AND wellness haha...
actually the people from Street S and W are like super fun people haha...
theres no competition ... more like fun and peace haha... this is wat i calld a GOOD competition...

and zzz the coach ask me pick up the soccer ball and help him carry to his car cos i was the LAST to turn up todae...
"Kent ar... every time i see u get more and more pale ar ... exercise more its god for u la once in a while go for a jog or something ..."
" i got cycle but at nite one ..."
" ar good but u cycle how often"
"haha 1 month like few times"
" likedat how ar ... ul suffer when u reach old age ... wats ur cca "
"err Music related one "
" 0oo ! This explains ur shaky attendace .... wat instrument u play or have .. i used to be a lead guitarist from my last time group offrens ar "
" haha im learning bass"
(this is the part im seriously amazed!)
" 0oo bass ! .. the secret to forming a good band lies in u and the drummers hand ar ! .. ur two must cordinate very well ar to be a good band ... u must listen to the double bass of the drums ar dats the heart of ur bass ... last time my bassist and drummer are verygood at cordinating so its very easy for me as a guitarist "
(SHOCKED FACE)
" err... okays ill keepdat in mind in the future :) "
" okay i better get going ar nice knowing u ar kent okays bye good luck for exams "
'same for u Byebye thanks you !"

WAAaaaa.... HARD CORE he even names some local band dat i dunno haha...

anyways haha ... like usual my day happy moments always ends when i reached home ... or by my parents ...

i can list at least 10 spolit moments of my life by them EACH DAY...

I try to put an egg in the porridge and it ended up the egg was spoilt and it smelled bad BUT i warned them and they NEVER EAT ... and yet scolded me ... LIKE WTF u think i got some X ray eyes to see thorugh the egg ar ....

den so much for STUDYING STUDYING long long den bathe at 7.30 ad i GOT FKING scolded to bate at that time cos they want to bathe ...

u noe wat la i Dun give a FUCK to ur shits ever since 2005 la... EVERY thing i do u dun believe in me u dun trust me u think its something bad and IT WILL turn out at the worst ... U noe wat u people Expected e to FAIL my o levels is already a very good reason to defend my self when u sream at me ... and when i made it to a poly (WHICH U EXPECTED I WUN) ur start complaing about SCHOO FEES expensive .. YA ! my school fees expensive la... U bring my brother go facial ... go eat at restarunts NOT expensive ... and ya i already forgone the word equality in this house cos every time u bring back something to eat always ' " save some for Keith save some for shaun dun eat every thing "...BUT EVERY time i come back empty packets of food ... empty platic box WHERE MY EQUALITY YUpin you M.FKing mouth ... not in this house ...

kaes appriciate this stuff stays in forms of thoughts and not words ( MEANS DUN SPEAK TO ANYONE EXCPET ME ABT IT )...thanks

anyways shall go and study a bit before she starts to screm about breathing their oxygen ...
byies

yes no one looks at me with trust
why do i een bother to believe in hope

2008-08-06T20:41:00.004+08:00

okays start of firt with things tatmonster tag me to do
TRUST ME ILL BE SHORT

List down 10 things (each) you want your boyfriends/girlfriends to do and not to do afterwards tagged 5 persons to do it.

i dun haf a girlfren and at the rate im goin i think i shouldnt be worying abt having stead cos ... i wun be having one for a long long time ...

Anyway just to make u happy and save my kinder bueno tml i shall do it

do lists
-what ever that makes her happy
-believe in hope
-smile when ever i see her
-stay happy forever
-feed my chocolate LOL
(im running out of ideas ar ...)
-see people for who tey are and not how they look
-reply my every sms haha
-save money toether so we can in the future buy a house made of unmeltable chocolate
-tell me what ive done wrong and not keep quiet
-put each other as top few people in life

Duns
-be sad
-be paranoid
-continue to care about me if i end up a dying person (cos the care and cocern wun be brought to my grave itll go to waste)
-ignore me
-dun reply my sms
-throw chocolate away in front of my face
-Lie
-pretend to be nice to me for motives
-talk about dying
-die after i die ( so dun haf to feel sad for my death)

seems like im more in love to chocolates then anything elso haha... well welcome to my world ..

okays 2dae FINALLY END OF CATS ! wooo
and im not repeating cats yay ! haha ... cos of kind hearted mr aron...
"cher hv i failed cats due to my attendance"
" well technically yes .. but ihaven as i didnt really record each time well ull just get deducted for attendace but its better den getting de-bared ..."
waaa i feel like thanking him and treat him lunch ... but he's an ang mo lol... so itllbe hard haha...

kk anways went to collect my sushi for SCC pot luck thing...
den broght it dere ... den i was real tired and headache ... i tot i rest a while ended up sleeping den wake up like damn headache zzz... so i requested to go home early ....

SOrry ! i noe it seems like i regreted joining Scc but its not ! aha... just dat im full of problems ahaha..

and sorry to ivy for not going FULL for scc .... i promise i will turn up for camp ! ...

kk enuf crap haha gtg bathe byies !

2008-08-01T23:39:00.003+08:00

haha some how todae i started off the dae SUPER HAPPY ! lol... cos i got the happiest shock ihad ever since o level results lol...

anyways haha cannot say before words become rumours haha .... and i told the "shock" to monster and she also " OMG " ..lol okays shall not continue and put ur in suspense haha...

woo i finally finished IDS,Bass notes spelled,CADS haha...
after finishin i lend alvin my laptop to do his project ...
while i play ben10 LOL ... omg is so fun la haha i play till the fast lizard guy le haha...

anyways yay KENT PRODUCTION IS NOT PROUD TO PRESENT
MY 3d VIZ PROJECT ! lol...

OMG... the kids room looks like its made of lego zzz

Reminds me of a murder scene

dun ask me why my toliet turned out this way haha i also dunno
and i dunno why my toliet bowl transparent omg imagine how disgusting it
will be seeing wa actually came out lol...

zzzz Welcome to "i dunno wat the hell i this "
okays lol im gonna improvise on it hah byies

ARghhhhhhhhhhso many things so little time
Feel time burnning ur life

2008-07-31T21:20:00.002+08:00

OMG LAaaaaaaaaaa....
zzz
okays im gonna start chiong studies and bass at the same time

undergoing project BASS-THERAPHY ! ... trust me its painful and not relaxing
cos i dun eve noe NUTS ABT music score i used to play but play by feelings haha and it all worked out untill i found out score sheets are the key to playing in a band zzz...
OMG LAAAaaa... let me give u a brief one setence dat my pri skl music teacher told me
" kent u got bring ur music file :D "
"i lost it i relnnot find bookshop out of stock ( the truth )"
" GET OUT OF MY CLASS "

and yup tats how i spent my music lessons for the WHOLE OF pri skl ... now when i see the C mayjor thingy omg . . . . i feel guilty... trust me ...
i nv feel lyk " why i nv pay attention in cheena class "
but more of why i nv pay attention in music class :("
arghhh now im learning BASIC BASIC BASIC ABC music from ivy lol ... den amybe after dat self-driven to bass muhahahah ....

kk ay attention in her "MSN MUSIC CLASS " byies

2008-07-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

Im starting to hate life more and more
still finding a cure

2008-07-30T20:50:00.002+08:00

MES in the morning is like drinking coke 500% ...

haha i seriously rushed to class and suffered a bad head damage while thinking haha and trying to keep up with his exams tips

anyways after tat wet to eat ad i actually wanna go library do ids but i found out there was econs make up class sian ... anyways while econ lessons i found out tat my IDS file have been currpted ..., OMG !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!... i seriously feel lyk screaming zzzz...

u noe i left with 1 room and cameras to COMPLETE TH WHOLEEEEEEEEE HOUSEEEE !!!!! not 2 room whole hse ... AND it went flying away from my grip sooooo sudden omg ... so demoralzing zzz...this few daes already heart not in a good state still have to persevere .... i think ive come to a stage where i already lost my words ...

after econs tried to rush ids ... sian sian sian ... seriously ... i kept thinking if life in singapore is like this : STUDY-Futher study- futher futher study- work-work-retire-too old to move and wait for death.... this is wat a singaporean life is fated to be .... does one actually truly lives ...
anyways tat aside...
went for scc after tat haha... Scc is seriously fun but cos ive already lost my soul to recent happenings my words just dun come out of my mouth .... arghhhhhhh.... anyways hha i found someone in the cca tat look exactly like someone i noe in my links haha... zzz

kk im dying of hunger ... going to eat haha byies !!

the lost soul fadding into nothingless without anyone's attention...
my life flowing into the mouth of silence

2008-07-28T23:41:00.004+08:00

.... this 3 daes i have been sneezing NON-stop and running nose NON-stop ... zzz
so is either im having a slow and painful flu ... or just love sick ...

Anyways todae only had class for 2 hour zzz... econs which i dunno anything he's teaching abt haha...but will work on it soon .... after class went with jian zhong sam and johnson to canteen 4 to eat haha after tat print stuff and headed to our space to do our 3d viz haha ... wooo i lyk finish my toliet which is my hardest room lol...
anyways after tat johnson went off early with his fren and me n jian zhong go n buy stuff ...
on theway saw yuxin who joined us haha... so we continue our project when we finished buying stuff ..
sam went off early as he have things to attend to and followed by yu xin who wanted to go home to do haha... so continue to stay and soon monster and alvin came haha the first thing tat monster did was smack my head zzz... anyways the whole last 3 hour was hearing the 'sound of music" lol ...

there's this girl who was speaking and cursing on the phone lyk damn loud den when her fren came she slept and SNOREEEEEEeeeeee ... omg ... u noe is lyk damn loud !!!...

zzz anwys haha ronald came to do project and ltr long shen also and jian zhong left ... and is we chiong CATS project lyk siao ... after finishing a bit long shen and ronald left ...so i continue my stuff and waited for poa blog thing to open with alvin and monster haha...
so if u put the whole story together into an equation is lyk

4-1+1-1-1+2+2-1-2=3 people left ahaha

anyways after doing poa's STORY telling assignment ... copped sihui's moriji and she kept want to noe wat happened to it during the 15 min tat it was gone lol ...
SIHUI here it is !!! wat happened haha...

i tried taking THE CLEANEST pic of it but it looks lyk its this one

I Fed it to a shark

He got stepped by a foot

Felt the wrath of king kong's armpit

Godizila stepped on him too !

and tried eating him up

and the 2nd last thing tat happened to it was he was kissed by michale jackson so i presume u guys noe wats the last thing tat happen to it haha...

okays enuf of evilness haha... after tat went to eat mac .... Eyeeer mac should come out with some thing new man ! zzz... every thing seems the same nth to look forward to haha... after eating talked awhile ... and went home haha ...
waaaa my nose is lyk a tsunami machine zzz...
better go sleep first haha
byies !

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